We’re all just love and I think love is more important than anything.
When the heavy steel door clanged shut, Ernest Douglas Brown found himself in a small, windowless 8 ft × 10 ft room with minimal furnishings — a concrete ledge for sleeping, a steel sink/toilet combination, and two concrete cubes serving as a desk and chair. He was kept in isolation for up to 23 hours a day and under constant surveillance — a crucible, raw, brutal, and dehumanizing.
For Ernest, solitary confinement in the “SHU,” (Solitary Confinement Housing Unit), at Corcoran State Prison, followed more than 25 years of being shuttled between a handful of maximum-security prisons throughout California. It is infamous for housing some of California’s most notorious gang members and criminals including Charles Manson. Ernest was convicted at 31 for the first-degree attempted murder, and three council assault battery.
“When I got locked up there, I was angry. I was lost. I was done,” Ernest, 61, recalls. “I had lost all hope. I kept asking myself, ‘how did I get here among the worst of the worst?”
But something happened.
He spotted a Bible, the only thing in his cell — but he ignored it for days. Until one day he picked it up “I had nothing left,” he says. “I kept hearing my mom’s words, ‘to listen to the word of God,’ but I never wanted to hear them when I was young and made so many bad choices. I noticed the pages were sticking together and realized I was crying, sobbing the whole time. I kept wiping away my tears and reading.”
Called to a New Mission:
“We’re all just love and I think love is more important than anything.”
That Bible became a lifeline. Page by page, he felt something stir — “I felt something moving, an unfamiliar warmth, a sense of being seen. I promised God that if I ever got out, I would change my life through hell and high water.”
Fast forward to today.
Ernest and Five Keys Supporter Roma Guy (renowned American LCBT- and women’s rights activist) at the Five Keys 21st Anniversary Celebration Fundraiser
Years of introspection, prayer, and personal transformation eventually led to Ernest’s release.
“For me freedom didn’t just mean walking out of prison, it meant becoming free inside,” says Ernest.
Today, Ernest works full-time jobs — Five Keys’ Mission Cabins dedicated to supporting those who are unhoused or transitioning from prison, people who much like him, had been discarded by society.
As a Five Keys’ Ambassador at Mission Cabins, 1979 Mission St., he works 6:30 a.m. to 3 p.m. helping individuals find shelter and stability, offering them not just a roof over their heads but also a sense of dignity and hope. Mission Cabins is a tiny-home village built for the unhoused and those transitioning out of incarceration. The program, a joint effort Five Keys and San Francisco’s Department of Homelessness, includes private cabins with support services and compassion for about 60 to 65 guests.
“Mission Cabins is a place where we care about each other, where people feel safe and someone will speak to you like your matter,” says Ernest, who lives in a studio apartment in downtown San Francisco and is saving to buy his first house. “It’s a place where people who were once hopeless like me can realize that anything is possible. We’re all just love and I think love is more important than anything.”
Living a Prayer
Most days, he mans the front gate security, spends the day making wellness checks among the residents of the 60 tiny cabins and stationed at the cafeteria. The position alternates when thensupervisor needs rotation.
“Most times the people here just need someone to listen to them, to care,” says Ernest. “I love my job because I get to do that. It’s like I’m living a prayer. I get to truthfully say, ‘Hey man, I’ve been there. I’m just like you and see and feel your pain. But, I’m also proof that you can change your life around. Today I have a nice apartment, I’m building my credit and I’m clean and not selling drugs. They know I know what I’m talking about and they know I am there that I really do care.”
Ernest speaking at the Five Keys 21st Anniversary Celebration Fundraiser
From Isolation to Inspiration
His transformation — from isolation to inspiration — isn’t unique, but it is rare and testimony to the work Five Keys does every day to support individuals striving to turn their lives around. He shares his story openly, not to glorify his past, but to point to the power of redemption.
Ermest grew up one of two sisters and eight brothers in Seaside, California, a city located in Monterey County on the Central Coast of California. the son of a minister. His parents divorced and he says his teenage life started spiraling down the wrong path.
“It all just started as a rebelling teenager who thought he had enough of God and went against his parents. It started with smoking, drinking and all led to the awful day when myself who was under the influence has a disagreement with other individual that led up to a crime.”
He adds: “I realize how immature I was and not the person I am today,” says Ernest. “Sometimes I ask, ‘why, why, why?” But now I have made it my manifesto to help others and have left that lifestyle behind.”
When he is not at work, Ernest spends time with his girlfriend, a restaurant owner he met while scouring the streets of San Franscisco for the unhoused who could use his help.
“I’m all about trying new things,” he says. From dirt biking to tasting new cuisines, he says he is determined to find the “wow” in every day. “I am keeping my promise to the higher power to live life straight, honestly and kindly. I see my role in life to love and spread that love to the people who need it most.”